Don't forget it, decide exactly what it is that you want. Then go out and get it without requiring anything of anyone.

I used to..... but now I don't.

you hugged me tight and whispered in my ear: "I love you baby."

I love you too.

Random 13/4

Not sure if this is part of growing up. I'm starting to dislike things/people I used to love. I used to care so much about how people think about me, I tried to be nice to everyone. But I realized it's impossible to be nice all the time, you'll end up be at the losing end. People will eventually take you for granted. Not everyone thinks like you. You could be genuine towards the people you love, but they may not feel the same. Some people pretend. Everyone's the same actually, it's just that some are nicer... They are less fake. You just gotta choose the better ones to be your friends. Yes, there are some genuine ones, they are really hard to find. Treasure them. People who always say things that are good to hear, don't believe every word they say. I like people who are straight forward, they are more real cause they don't hide their feelings. If you're unhappy, talk about it. Don't bottle things up. Be nasty to people sometimes, it's good. People like to hear the truth, not things that are good for their ears. I don't like people who pretend that things are fine, talk it out if you're unhappy.

People who talk a lot but they don't mean it, stop it. It's disgusting.

Don't say "I'll do it tomorrow" cause when tomorrow comes, you'll say the same thing. Do it on the spot if you can. Discipline yourself, I agree it's really hard to be disciplined all the time. But if you could put in a lil effort, you will see results. People who procrastinate won't get things done, so stop it. You want to have nicer body? Stop complaining, do something about it. Exercise. Stop eating junk foods.


Just random thoughts, I'm going back to sleep. Goodnight

7/4

Just being ourselves 2/4

19/3

SUP!!! Guess what, guys?!?!?!?!?! ive finally graduated from nyp!!! The long waited day has finally arrived, it has been almost 6 years OMFG!!! Initially, at year 2007, i was studying banking and finance in nyp and then shit happened... i was expelled by the school. i wouldn't say i'm a good student but neither am i a bad student.. it wasn't because i was caught for having sex in the toilet or because i fought with someone in school. the reason was stupid and i really regretted not putting extra effort last time. Back then i had terrible sleeping issues... i couldnt hear the alarms, hence i miss school almost everyday... i even missed my exams, and due to the fact that my attendance did not meet the requirements, i was forced to leave school :(

so when i was accepted by nyp during year 2010, i told myself no matter what i must get a diploma by year 2013. and yes!!!! i did it!!!! today is probably one of the best days of my life.... unlocked one life achievement!!! hehehhhe

yes, it's true that i regretted not studying hard and making an effort to wake up for school... but i am not really upset. it's because of all these, i've changed to become someone better. i used to party a lot and i don't treasure my family as much, everything i do is for my own benefit.. i take studies lightly and i have no self discipline at all. i've matured during the 3 years when i was working, i've learnt how the real world is like.. blah blah blah and then one day i suddenly woke up and decided to go back to school.... worked for 3 years, it did help me to do better in school... especially during my internship days when i was posted to a company and i had to work with older people....

blah blah blah.... so im really happy that ive finally graduated. im at the next stage of life right now, gotta decide the course i wanna take cause yes, im planning to further my studies... ^^

hahah so proud of myself

ahhh oh and i have been taking lots of pictures recently 'cause my complexion is getting better hehe (not very good, but still..... definitely much better than last time)

18/3

If you ask me why im posting my ugly photos here... i just wanna store them somewhere so in future i can look back and say "hey baby, see that's how we were last time, so sweet. it's us being ourselves, we didnt change a single bit, and in fact we've became even better."

"I think of you all the time and whenever I think of you, it just makes everything bad sweet."

Sixx: A.M. - Smile

When you first played this song last night, i told myself that i must have this song in my playlist. such a sweet song, plus i can totally relate to it. Just got the itouch and it's the first song i uploaded heh

Last night was so special, and i can't stop thinking about it. The thought of it makes me wanna cry.... When you look into my eyes from afar, i knew that there's something really special about you and me. I swear no one has ever make me feel this way. No one.

Hai, I wish i could write... I wanna let you know how I feel about us, not just the cliche i love you baby and i wanna grow old with you all that shit.... I've encountered so many bad relationships and i never thought i'd be able to meet someone like you. We may not get to spend time together all the time, but i do treasure every moment i get to spend with you.  I look forward to every single day that i am blessed to have you with me. i am really content with my life, thank you for making me feel special. Hmm.... how lucky i am to have found you. ♥

As the light, washes over the morning rise,
You're still asleep, and that's all right,
I can be still, cause you look so sweet,
And beautiful, next to me.

And all my life,
I've been waiting for someone like you,
To make me smile,
You make me feel alive,
And you're giving me everything,
I've ever wanted in life,
You make me smile,
And I forget to breathe,
What's an angel like you,
Ever do with a devil like me.

You make me smile,
You make me smile,
You make me smile,
Smile.

Still in bed, sun is beating down,
In a hotel room, on the edge of town,
Wake up baby, it's three hundred miles to drive,
And the truck-stop preacher, well he says God is on our side.

And all my life,
I've been waiting for someone like you,
To make me smile,
You make me feel alive,And you're giving me everything,
I've ever wanted in life,
You make me smile,
And I forget to breathe,
What's an angel like you,
Ever do with a devil like me.

Anaki Rocks The City

ALOHHAAAAA!!! Just wanna share my excitement with all of you!!!

Dracula (Marcus's band) will be performing at 'Anaki Rocks the City' at the Dhoby Ghaut Outdoor Amphitheatre on this coming Saturday, 16th March 2013!!!

If you're somewhere nearby, do drop by! If you have yet to decide where to go on this coming saturday, then you may wanna consider going there to see the 12 bands perform. & another reason why you should come, 'cause it's free!!!

Dracula will be the last band to perform. It's okay if you aren't free at 4:15pm or 8:45pm, just be there at 9:30pm okay guys!!!! Mwa!!! ♥

DAY 1 BANDS
4.15pm • A Common Void Deck • Myre
5.00pm • Zarina Zarr • Au Revoir SG
5.45pm • Red Script • Before The Tempest
6.45pm • Templeshift • Velvet
7.45pm • Second Season Project • Godzilla
8.45pm • SparkleDrivenFairytale • Dracula

Event Facebook Page

Us

I can totally visualize us staying together, and our house will be sparkling clean because you have OCD lol and you'd definitely scold me if i mess up the place. we'll spend most of our time together at home to watch teevee, talk and make plans about our future, cook some dishes... you'll be the one cooking though haha, we can bake too - yeah, i can teach you how to bake. we'll blast the music and do our dance which nobody will understand and they'll be like "how is that a dance move?". With you, i can do my own stuffs without feeling awkward. You can practice your guitar while I... hmm... use my comp or probably be washing the dishes, ironing our clothes or clean the house.. cause im already your wife, and that's my job. we'll download lots of movies to watch, this way we do not need to spend so much on movies... cause i've calculated. we'd usually watch at least a movie every week, and lets say a movie tix costs 10 bucks and there's 52 weeks a year, and theres 2 of us, total we'd spend about 52 x 2 x 10 = 1040 a year on movies. whoa baby!!!! anyway, i really wanna be your wife and i believe we'll go through that obstacles together. mwa

Dracula - Icarus

 "Icarus is a straight up hard rock song about that "special friend"
we all have. You know, the one that feeds you lies on a regular basis? The one who places blame on everyone else but the Man in the Mirror.

The one who thinks you're too nice & dumb to recognize and call out his/her bullshit, when all you really are is just being polite.

Don't let these emotional vampires take you hostage anymore; because TODAY is the day you tell these motherfuckers:
Enough is Enough.

Join Dracula as we "cut off the wings" of these assholes."  - Darcula

Go, escape from the light, burning truth into your eyes
you might think me as a fool, and maybe that's just what i am to you
and Hypocrisy's just another word
another reason to spread your hurt
You don't seem to understand
That
that
that that that

\Chorus
you're no angel my friend you're no jesus christ
now i'll cut off your wings
and let us
see you fly
Yes you're no angel my friend you're full of fucking lies
now i'll cut off your wings
and then we'll
see you fly

Ooo.. it's Mr know it all, you don't seem to have a fault!
you should never have forgot, we all have our place and time to fall
maybe you should think about
what goes round will come around
you might think you have it all
but
but...

Hello Stranger 1/3

@ The Mansion with my girlfriend and boyfriend
My two favourite people ni hao!!!!